ENGLISH PART

It's a great feeling to be 'back to school'. At age 31, you might think it's a waste of my precious time but I think it's going to be fun. At least college is very interesting and refreshing which is more than I can say about constant job-hunting and anxious waiting for my chance to be recognized as a genius. 

Life goes on. Whatever happens with whoever. This is the only thing that hasn't changed, I mean EVER. I had to see that while this life is only a small piece, just another ride, I have to give my all to find and keep my Truth. To reconnect with myself. My True self.

Ups and downs, they say. I had more downs than a miner, lately. But it's okay, I know I had to go through this all. Suffering is truly a mind-game. I chose to let go of it. Finally, my only goal is to be FREE again. From everything.

KV

HUNGARIAN PART

Annyi minden történik, mégsem mehetek el szó nélkül pár igen mókás dolog mellett, mint amilyen Orlando Bloom, azaz a mi jó Legolasunk farka. Mert most már mindenki láthatta, hogy nem hiába van önbizalma a srácnak. Az a tény, hogy Katy Perry mellett van, hát engem nem dobott fel, de Miranda Kerr után már semmin sem lepődök meg. Aki meg nem tudja és nem is érdekli, hogy kik ezek, azok kedvéért menjünk is gyorsan tovább.

Tanulok, készülök, ezerrel olvasok és jegyzetelek. Ilyen is rég volt már bizony, nagyon rég. Jelentkeztem fősulira és nem is oly' sokára lesz a felvételim! Yupi! Drukkoljatok! Én nagyon élvezem, alig várom a szeptembert!!! Több meglepetésre is készülök magamnak, mert hogy szeptemberi gyerek vagyok! 

Mozi. Úgy hiányzik és az utóbbi hetekben sikerült kétszer is eljutnom! Feltörtek a régi érzések és rá kellett jönnöm, hogy még mindig ugyanazok a szenvedélyeim, ezért nem szabad lemondanom róluk. Csak az utat kell megtalálnom, ami nekem lett rendelve hozzájuk.

Új kedvenc számom van: Kehlani - Gangsta.

KV

ENGLISH PART

I thought this is gonna be fun! It's most definitely NOT another runway-movie. Nope. This one is sick. Both in good and bad ways. I haven't seen anything like this in quite a long while /8 years/. Or any horror movie, for the record.

It made me realize that I have to become truly, madly, deeply brave to express what's inside of me and what visions I have sometimes. It doesn't matter how dark there is because the light always gets in. But the reverse of this is also true: doesn't matter how shiny and bright it looks it still can rot and die inside.

Sadly Keanu Reeves had only a very short role as 'Hank' the evil owner of the motel. Why am I still mentioning it? Well, because Keanu can't be bad. He just can't. Whenever he gets a 'bad man' role, I wonder why and how. I have a thought of a method he could become this 'Hank' guy, or any other asshole. /the scene with his sneaking in 'Jesse's room and that 'knife-play' was tough though/

All the girls were brilliant and scared the hell out of me, specially 'Ruby' aka Jena Malone. Wow, this girl knows how to rock the boat! Man, I won't ever play any games with anybody ever ever ever again.

,,Beauty isn't everything. It's the only thing." These lines are hard to understand if you are not that kind who can see the world beyond the world. Artists are another kind. This move let's you see the deep shit behind the fake glories, fake smiles. We all can kill for what we love. Or who we love.

KV

ENGLISH PART

There are so many thangs /luv ya Rick Grimes/ going on, inside n outside of my mind. I am fully-wondefully in the now. I enjoy being in this new house, I can see and smell Nature which makes me the happiest. I have plenty of thangs to do and I love doing them. Strange for me to be like this, to be so calm. Yet I am the one born in the sea.

Writing is the only thing I can not stop, ignore or forget. This is what drives me, the reason why I am still here, alive.

I feel like being reborn. It was time. Had a few years of not knowing what I was willing to lose. Now I am here, fighting for my dreams again. Had to run and crawl through some deep shit before I was ready to face my demons.

Back at it. Back to where I left my ,,stuff and thangs".

KV